Monday, July 18, 2011

the day that i lost her

i'm still in the process of picking up the pieces, trying to be stable after what happened.

I lost my baby last friday and things went a little too hazier from that time on.

I don't know how else life will get kinder, but i know i am stronger, and some sunrises after i'll be back with that same old smile again.

before that happens i'll walk limping, cry heavily, and blame myself for the things that could have been if i have only.

one thing i have in mind though, is how lonelier this could be if there are no people i can run to, that technically i am poor for, i only have people i have hurt but knew i loved.

i am still very incoherent-still trying to make sense out of this whole thing that happened unexpectedly.

when i post in another i'll tell you everything in that sweet but yet too fast journey i had with my daughter.

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