Make It Better

I am upset right now. I have a big problem of meshing things to one big ball then letting it roll over me. I am already past into seeing the superficial when things are laid down for me to react on. It is not even necessary that I should be reacting this way, as told, but when I tell you what I am coming from, even I have convinced myself I have every right to react that way for expression’s sake.

It’s happening again. But only this time I am clearly put in a situation that wants me to feel sorry of something that I have no control of, and maybe not even an issue to who is concerned. I see it as plain cut-throat actualization.

-  I found this scribble months after and took some time to understand what was it all about. It was about people picking me over another. Why was I upset? Because it was very clear to me that picking any one from us was unnecessary. I was able to point it out to them, not sure if I should feel sorry that I had to make them see what was there all along.

- Lesson learned? Know when you are upset. it tells you that something is not right and that you have to do something about it to feel better.