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I was reviewing for Control on how incentives optimize performance when I felt the urge to come and write here. I know gauging from my essay type of exams in most of my subjects that my prowess if one can call it in essay writing have long become rusty. I did not know when it actually start but I am at the height where the right word is in my mind but cannot seem to find its way to my fingers or mouth. It is frustrating especially when there is a limited space to put my answer. Adding to it the frustration of not being able to make my handwriting small to at least save some more for my blabbing.

Otherwise, the review process is going the right track, the first day on my own characterized by proper naps and snacks in between. There's the occasional worrying, of self-demotivation but knowing that all others depend on this exam motivates me more to continue. Plus the fact that I ousted Gabby in the house, of wanting to make her sacrifice count all the more gives me reason to inch it forward.

So coming here sort of tries to regain some of m focus, of wanting to recount things why I should pass the test, of how my own incentives should nudge me to optimize my performance.